well… I trust the people on tumblr so i can tell it in parts. And if I cry no one can see me. 

It is not a memory itself, but the fact that my mother and my father were going to divorce but then my mother found out that she was pregnant and i was born carrying that weight.

and my older brother have always blame me for this.I feel guilty all the time and to compensate it i try very hard to be the balanced and sensible person here at my house, and i end up doing awful things to myself just to prove to someone that i’m perfect

I don’t have uncles or grandparents or godfathers or anything else that i can relate to family, and that’s why i see john lennon as a father figure to me.

I didn’t tell it today ‘cause people would say that I am a attention whore.

If you wanna tell your story, I am all ears, darling

Hope you don’t find my story stupid